As a highly sensitive person with audhd, bipolar and on meds [I know right? what a way to start!] My psyche said I need to journal to work out and put down how things are working – the meds to how I am in myself.
I’ve been manic on these meds and definitely overspent on my business – they’ve made me forget purchases but at least my manager [autistic] brain has been somewhat ensuring the crazy moments benefit the side of me searching for Dopamine and also ensures that I can work out paying stuff off quickly. The ADHD side is inspired and creative but is jumping about too much with THERE’S SO MUCH TO DO! Literally task to task to task.
Alas, It’s like an itch I need to scratch.
In amongst writing this. I have paced the room. Made a phone call [daughter being picked up by dad 1230-6pm so I can get stuff done – he knows what I am like] I have cut myself off from buying more crystals. I have set up my Yeti microphone. I have sorted the crystals and tektites into a Cabochon, Facet, Raws and Tools cases. I have eaten two mini pork pies, half drank a coffee, thought about 20 million tasks, organised my bedroom table, promised myself a little self-care as I can’t do it when child is here, threatened to do a tip run, still awaiting OT to pick up my daughters chair, took pictures of a pendant I am about to put up… and finishing this…
Today I aim to:
- Get the Dragon Pendant up.
- Socials
- Sort bedroom
- Sort the new bits that are arriving
- Test out the microphone
- Tiktok plan
- Get emails for magazines
- Letter template to magazines
- Sort Hallway
The way I am at the moment, wish me luck. I need it.
The Sacred Unravelling 